Every lady have different size for they're buxom and some are proud of it while some doesn't and they did surgery to make a cleavage, I on the other hand prefer original, however I'm not proud to have mine at a size less than 34B.
Everytime I watch other girls having a nice beautiful body make me feel less confident of myself and feel inferior while wondering why I doesn't have those in normal size. They say is usually genes and perhaps the food intake i consume, but my mother's and sister's are pefectly fine and I eat everyday without constantly skipping meals unless was lazy or forgotten.
Perhaps is my height and BMI involved as I am underweight yet I questioned that some other skinny ladies have a beautiful asset. Models for examples are skinny and they're bust are normal size too. I adore them for keeping fit and having nice body.
Oh, come one, some actors are flat and they make a famous star despite their asset. Example, Keira Knightley and perhaps Emma Watson and also Emma Roberts.
I've gotten annoyed as many people teased me as "airplane runway". My friends and sister mocks me a few times. Doesn't that make them feel bored? Constantly shoving that lame joke up to my nose which I have to swallow and laugh together? Anyhow, I don't really care much as I do admit I have a small buxom. There are still many clothes which fits me. :)
"good things come in small packages" xD
xoxo luv sapphirejest
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
mamihlapinatapai
"a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other will offer something that they both desire but are unwilling to do"
xoxo luv sapphirejest
xoxo luv sapphirejest
Stress or Rest?
I'm having a stress of my life over a small quiz coming up this Saturday, yet I'm partly enjoying myself with movies, pizzas and chilling with my friends.
Why have I no feeling of rushing to do my studies or even doing my assignments? they're pouring in like waterfall and is becoming stagnant! I have to dig a hole to let it flow somewhere.
Plus, I'm here blogging! Internet is such a fool to lure teenagers to go online, not to mention with the uprising of many sites and social communication; facebook, tumblr, twiiter, my space etc, it has influence me to always on them and post unnecessary stuff.
Oh gosh, I'm addicted to this!
xoxo
Why have I no feeling of rushing to do my studies or even doing my assignments? they're pouring in like waterfall and is becoming stagnant! I have to dig a hole to let it flow somewhere.
Plus, I'm here blogging! Internet is such a fool to lure teenagers to go online, not to mention with the uprising of many sites and social communication; facebook, tumblr, twiiter, my space etc, it has influence me to always on them and post unnecessary stuff.
Oh gosh, I'm addicted to this!
xoxo
FWB
I supposed many know what that means. This is still not done by many Asians since they're quite conservative that going into the pants need to be done after wedlock. This is still not known by many here till the movie "Friends with Benefits" acted by Justin Timberlake and Mila Kunis was released and also "No Strings Attached" by Natalie Portman and Ashton Kutcher.
I wonder is this something sinful, if a person is not legally married but are doing it just for perhaps "fun"? I'm not surprised that many in the States or Europe may have already done this and they're still treated equally and doesn't get shun by others of losing virginity before marriage. Why are Asian country conservative over the loss of virginity and expect everything to be pure? Are guys pure as well if they expect ladies to be?
A casual relationship isn't that easy either with no feelings pouring in during making out session and sometimes there are mixed feelings (usually the ladies) when they suddenly 'truly' fall in love with the guy. Awkward moment arises and from there a friendship is ended. Though i think if there's a way in, there's always a way out!
So be wary before you start this FWB and be wise to choose a friend whom you trust wholeheartedly or you'll end up losing both. ;)
xoxo
I wonder is this something sinful, if a person is not legally married but are doing it just for perhaps "fun"? I'm not surprised that many in the States or Europe may have already done this and they're still treated equally and doesn't get shun by others of losing virginity before marriage. Why are Asian country conservative over the loss of virginity and expect everything to be pure? Are guys pure as well if they expect ladies to be?
A casual relationship isn't that easy either with no feelings pouring in during making out session and sometimes there are mixed feelings (usually the ladies) when they suddenly 'truly' fall in love with the guy. Awkward moment arises and from there a friendship is ended. Though i think if there's a way in, there's always a way out!
So be wary before you start this FWB and be wise to choose a friend whom you trust wholeheartedly or you'll end up losing both. ;)
xoxo
My Enjoyable Birthday
My birthday this year was a blast. Naturally i just wanted to celebrate myself and pull anyone to go out with me and i achieved that by dragging my step-brother, Fred to come along. We went to Mid-Valley and Gardens, and of course he treat me with cakes from Alexis restaurant and bistro. It was really delicious. I think i ordered some cake with ice cream (cold ice cream + hot cake). YUM! We just walked and talked and later have some light food in Coffee Beans. Though wasn't much but I was really grateful for such a nice step-brother and i want to thank you so much from the bottom of my heart!!!
Then later that night, I went to my friend's house to celebrate Mid-Autumn festival (did i told you my birthday fall on the same day?). Anyway, since my whole gang of dance club was in the Condominium, so we went there instead, and boy were the whole park full of people! And from there is where i got almost teared with joy because they gave me a surprise birthday! Cakes and gift which i definitely not expected! It was such a tremendous surprise that i was overwhelmed! We ate, we laughed, we joke and yes they throw the prez into the pool!
Well, is definitely the best ever birthday before i leave this school. Thanks for the memories people <3 <3
xoxo
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| made by my friends <3 <3 |
Wednesday, September 07, 2011
New semester- September!
I'm usually happy when it comes to September because is the month of my birthday which of course the sapphire gem stone that is the name of my blog's url. And is always a short semester, hence i get to go home for a long holiday!
And amazingly or coincidentally my birthday falls on the Mid-Autumn festival this year which is on the 12th September! I won't be holding any birthday bash since is a bother, with mess and planning. So I'll just let it flow. I bet no one will celebrate or even remember since that day everyone will have they're own party.
Yes, i finally manage to urge my parents to allow me to dye my hair and i chose red. Well it was sort of a failure since it was m first and the colour did not maintain on my hair and the result seems to be more into dark chocolate brown rather than red. Only my fringe were coloured, the back of my hair till the tip are still black in colour, though im happy that my silver hair are invisible. :) Guess i need to re-dye again a few months later...(sorry no pictures)
Anyhow, I'm almost 20! Just another 5 more days and i am off the "teens" age. Oh I'm so old already! :P
Cheers, Nitez
xoxo
Sapphirejest
And amazingly or coincidentally my birthday falls on the Mid-Autumn festival this year which is on the 12th September! I won't be holding any birthday bash since is a bother, with mess and planning. So I'll just let it flow. I bet no one will celebrate or even remember since that day everyone will have they're own party.
Yes, i finally manage to urge my parents to allow me to dye my hair and i chose red. Well it was sort of a failure since it was m first and the colour did not maintain on my hair and the result seems to be more into dark chocolate brown rather than red. Only my fringe were coloured, the back of my hair till the tip are still black in colour, though im happy that my silver hair are invisible. :) Guess i need to re-dye again a few months later...(sorry no pictures)
Anyhow, I'm almost 20! Just another 5 more days and i am off the "teens" age. Oh I'm so old already! :P
Cheers, Nitez
xoxo
Sapphirejest
Thursday, September 01, 2011
Saturday night
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| bolognese spaghetti and honeydew ice blended |
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| deco in the white room |
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| vintage lamp with lomofied app |
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| counter of white room |
So i insist we go for another meal, maybe go to mamak for roti canai. However, my friend manage to come up with a better food instead of those oily fried flour, we went for desserts instead. Oh a guilty pleasure that i can't resist! Imagine desserts for supper, extra lumps growing sideways from my tummy and the weighing machine screaming the numbers of overweight. Screw that, I don't eat supper ALL the time. My body can take it and forgive me.
We chat, camwhore, eat, talk again, laughed, play some iphone games and facebooking while posting pictures online. It was sure a lot fun although is only us two. It just like old times.
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| deco of U-desserts |
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| mango with sago |
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| U-desserts menu cover and logo |
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| walls of deco in u-desserts |
Cheers for the holiday
Finally my 2nd year, 1st semester is officially over with not-so-hectic exams that expands through the week which gave me so much boredom that i stall my time to study. Ended up, I didn't study much, hell, i got such terrible results. Anyhow, is already over, no use regretting.
I went back home and shop till i drop with my mum! i was absolutely thrilled choosing 2 skinny jeans which have a about 50-70% discount, a union jack crop top, a polo t-shirt and a maxi floral dress. I really loved it! Thanks mummy!
Then of course i went out with my best bud ever to City Square. Watched final destination 5 and chill at Starbucks. Another was dinner in some really ghastly food in a cafe and had desserts as supper later on. The life!
Well my holiday just went passed like this. The first week went so fast that i can hardly remember. And i only did one housework! *somewhat guilty here*.Anyhow, second week is still on-going and I'm already back in KL. Oh well, good time flies.
Cheers for an amazing holiday xoxo
I went back home and shop till i drop with my mum! i was absolutely thrilled choosing 2 skinny jeans which have a about 50-70% discount, a union jack crop top, a polo t-shirt and a maxi floral dress. I really loved it! Thanks mummy!
Then of course i went out with my best bud ever to City Square. Watched final destination 5 and chill at Starbucks. Another was dinner in some really ghastly food in a cafe and had desserts as supper later on. The life!
Well my holiday just went passed like this. The first week went so fast that i can hardly remember. And i only did one housework! *somewhat guilty here*.Anyhow, second week is still on-going and I'm already back in KL. Oh well, good time flies.
Cheers for an amazing holiday xoxo
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